Sunday, June 27, 2010
Hahahas, church was okay. Saw my octo people. Owell, here it goes...
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HAPPY HAPPY B'DAY WENDY!
Cool day today anw. Tmr, is nightmare. I'd rather go bang wall then attend school but then hey, school is still okay. No point in banging wall to ask for more. Today must sleep early lo. Table is still in shitty condition. Messed up platform beside bed. Only thing decent is my cupboard. And, im gonna get ice-cream after red sails and lotsa bubble tea. Cant wait for my aem results, hope its good. A minimum B is good enough. Miss those moments~
These few days is hell for me. Coz im dreading monday. Happy coz I can get to see my friends and have smth to do... GWS to xuan ze, he is sick. LOLs, if ure sick then you shldnt go out or come online. Owell, who cares, his body mah, so if he doesnt listen then he have to pay the necessary consequence lor.
MY OCTO PEOPLE! Genevie is cutting it.
Hardworking Jas!
Our little map, cause newton fc got no map so we drew it out.
GOTCHA!
Preacher Poon's octo buddy and the octo people!
RANDOM PICZXC.
Sexy look here!
Owell, bye for now ((:
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
Things are not what they seemed to be. Its blurry. Cant wait for school to reopen so I can know my aem results but I dowan do homework. Phy, emath and amath on the run. Emath is simple. Chiong-ing now. Cant wait for sunday so as to see my octo people in church. Everyone of them are so cute man. My idea for the cupcake and octo people are cool. Thanks to the effort of everyone that made it came life.
Do all the things you want now and work hard for life because when you look back in time, you'll find yourself smiling on the silly and happy things you did and all the big and small accomplishment you made. Simply, live your life to the fullest.
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Uve came back asking me to go somewhere. I say that if Im willing to go Sydney would you let me off, you said yes. But I didnt want to because I love this guy. Six years ago, I waited for you three yeas in that bloodied school. I dont have to suffer in classes and I can get to hang out with you. I still rmb that time in science lab, I wanted to go sponge the test tube and clean it. I didnt know there were glass shards in the sponge. As I pressed down, those glass shards went in and I scream in pain. I knew that you were there noticing me so I didnt cry.
I hold back my tears to show how brave I am. But I guess its all down to the drain. Owell, you said you may never come back from Sydney so I guess its just puppy love that time. I dont feel resentful over my actions neither regret it because its a choice I made. When the animation studio came over for dazzle video, I learnt about not to cry over spilled milk.
Everything's over now.
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Church's youth anniverysary is coming. I dont recall doing deco so strenuous. Hahas, going church on thurs for deco and singspiration. The reason I blogged because Kenneth junior talked to me about it. Hahas, well, hey im back :D
There is so many crazy pics with D. Indian Bastard and C. Frrrrench bastard. Hahas, gonna go do church work- drawing on the crepe paper. Cant wait for my aem results when school reopens. Which reminds me, I havent touch my homework. I left phy, ss, emath, amath. Everything listed here, is halfway thur. Which is maddening.
BYE.
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
People, I feel like quitting blogger. I dont understand why some people cannot read instructions. I stick a note on my door and said to leave me. But they still just came. I didnt want to talk afraid that I will break down and cry, shout, scream, yell. But, afterall, I did talk but break down after they leave. I talk to them because I pity their ability to understand simple things.
Today I finally just screamed while putting the plates. I felt fustrated I broke down and cried in the room. Theres so many things I cant tell to people. My good friends were there when I needed them. Thank you so much guys.
I emptied my godfather's wine now I have nth to drink. Many people are stopping me from alcohol, im controlling and now I miss carlsberg. I punched the bed fustrated and irritated. I dont understand why. Im a gentle two-faced.
-Reasoning: Coz I tend to say no to desires and pleasures when in my heart I said yes. That potential loud scream, YES!
Sometimes, when peoples ask me to admit and say it out loud my feelings to somebody. I cant, easy for them to say. I hate those who just did it. I cant really tell why. To someone out there, if you really came by this site, just wanna let you know, I love you so much. I cant get to see you and I cant get to text you. Im thinking real hard whether do you still love me. I dont know what you need neither do I know what I actually need. I have the tendencies to write diaries but now I quit it. I found penning my thoughts down are useless becuase you are not gonna read it.
Hey peepo, no issues or topics bout this post. I wont entertain texts or phone calls from ANYONE. SERIOUSLY.
Im getting ready for couzzie outing tmr. MY cash is going low. For those of you who think that my cash source grows on trees, eff off yeah? And, if you really insist, I wont enter anywhere becoz im short of cash and most probably, I wont borrow. You treat me what? Some effing beggar? Please, im not. I dont wanna be. And for those of you who keep on asking me to wait but in the end forget that im still waiting, grow up. Becoz, after 5mins, im gonna close up the chat.
To a special friend: You have been the greatest source of emotionally, physically and physcologically support. I can always count on you for my tasks. And you nvr fail to turn up. You are just my another good friend here. Someday, I know you will get her to be by your side. Im here supporting the decisions you made. Thank you.
To all my good friends ( includes besties) : hey, thank yall!
-RANDOM.
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New bags!
