My life aint yours to control dearest. Im not some person who will follow easy. Im persistent on not texting you. Im not your toy, your robot that comes in a set with remote control. Keep your lies to yourself boy, playboy. You got any idea how you sucked thinking you rock a lot. Doesnt mean you got all stunts im-all-so-impressed and can be kept by your side.

Im never anyone's pet stupid. Like to lie so much? You are only lying to God, telling, swearing, cursing at your every sentence. But I tell you, I will never ever like you, im pretty much disgusted, what a good liar you are.

I dont like to tell you about my stuff or to let you read my blog, and I never posted so long. I believe you wont be here.

Bye, MIA for now.

And yes, I;ll be back as promised. This probably is a dead blog anyway.

Happy b'day to my korh Koo Xing Yu! Hahahas, hope you like the treat ytd and had fun~
Hahahas, thanks for accompanying me ytd,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ((:

Think and consider, have you ever had a time when you feel down and you still want to continue smiling?

Think and consider, have you ever had a time when you feel down, continue smiling but no one notices and the sorrow in you?

Think and consider, have you ever had a time when you tried to smile but you cant?

Think and consider, have you ever had a time when you tried to smile, unsuccessful and you even got called emo or being ignored?



































































































































































How long has it been? ...
Maybe a week? You have not apologise to me and text me no more. How is it that you can be so cruel to me after this incident? You know I cared for you but you clearly dont understand me well enough... Maybe you want me to apologise to you first but (not giving any blames specifically) it really is your fault, if its mine, I would apologise first. For once, put down your pride and say sorry.

I miss you...

Lousy day today. It was bad to nice to bad so I guess overall its neutral. Mr Azhar had posted up a list on who is to go remedial and who isnt and the expected grade of his to each individuals. And guess what? He expected an A1 from me. He thought that I was an A student. I used to ace but not now. Idk what has gotten into me. Ive lots of slacks. The promise I made to myself are getting lost. Are disappearing...

This is what I turned myself into. Maybe I shld start numbing myself again then work and work and work like last time. Then maybe I can ace again...

Today, I had a great time teasing people but I trust that I wasnt overboard, if I ever am, sorry. SORRY! ><
Had ulterior motives on woman, she got shocked when I called her back at traffice light then I was looking at her. She got really really puzzled and then *piak*, I smack her butt and ran off. She said I was very down to earth with my tricks. Owell, see if she can get me tmr. YOU STILL LOSE LOR.

Gonna go on study date soon like previous post. BUT, who shld I invite? Idk, Im gonna stick to 6 people again. Idk what to do becoz I feel sucky. I feel like im degrading myself in all means. I see myself reading and writting notes but nothing goes in. What's wrong?

Owell... Heidi Lim, MY CUTIE! If not well dont come sch la, cough cough here, flu flu there, later make other ppl sick and also later you more sick only la. hahahs, rest well ((:
I want buy coffee and mogu mogu. Gonna need to stock up becoz, revision dates are coming and its impossible to keep on going out of my room just to refill. My picnic outing once again, failure la. Sianz, three weeks in total no cca but tmr still have to stay back lor. Odac stuff. I havent compile the file and send over. Needa do filing ler. Byeeeeeee for now~





Above two pics are done by Boon Chuan. WALAO, FAIL LA, Epic can bo! His smiley face damn funny and good (Y). Good becoz it sent me lmao. Hahahs, great laugh, good one (Y).





Okay, above two again from Boon Chuan, those smileys did not make my lappy lag lor. Hahahs, owned la. ><
-> All this four pic from msn. (Above four)



Me and Felice~ We took a lot of pics on the bus after hiking. Camwhore till siao. These few are part of the many. I still owe her the posting on fb. Darn.



Advertising this sweet for free can! This sweet damn nice~ Everyone shld try ((:



Good good. (Y) We feel that we are like advertising this sweet. Seriously. LOL.



Okay, we look super funny lor.



OVERDUED. SORRY WOMAN.



Woman turned and saw this coming so she smiled here.



I shall end off with meeeeeeeeeeeee ((:
Bye peepo! ♥.

A big thankyou to:
1) Sretsnom - For your concern and suggesting to bring me to doc.
2) Shawn- For accompanying me and giving me your suggestions
3) Kbx - For your concern and thanks for texting homework over

Owell, that's all. Im feelong better now although head still throbs a bit. I was giddy just now but very normal. Thanks for all your concern.

And, GWS to Heidi my cutie, hahahas((:
(L) you la, so faster GWS. Miss you cute face nia.

Gratitude for Sretsnom for hearing me out too. I know your ears must have suffered terribly. Owell, anw, sry for making you see me to also coz you were worried that I might faint halfway :/

Hey, guys thanks and dont worry, im not sick yeah? Okay, got loads of study dates to plan. List of activity to decide too ((:



Sretsnom bangwall((:



My baby photo. Im kind of bored la.



Kaihui plus me. ELECTRIFYING SHOCK~



I kind of wanted to take one pic with my tongue out but fail. EPIC :x



I like this one (Y)


I totally love the brown hair of mine ((:



I love this combination for breakfast and for snacks time.



SEEDLING <3



I shall therefore end off with Boon Chuan's thousand island smileys ((:
(Y) GOODNIGHT peepo

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YES I AM STRONG. BUT IM FRAIL AT TIMES. I WANT ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS TO KNOW THAT EVEN STRONG PEOPLE HAVE FRAIL SIDES. DONT ACT LIKE YOU KNOW AVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND START ASSUMING. I DONT REALLY WANT YOU HERE EITHER. AND I HAVE MY WEAK SIDE. DONT THINK THAT IM IN ODAC I DO SPORTS AND STUFF, CHEER EVERYONE UP, AM THE BIG SMILEY IN CLASS SO IM ALWAYS STRONG.

I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT IM WEAK TOO. AND I ALSO NEED HELP. FUCK THE PERSON WHO ASSUMES. I DONT LIKE IT! I DONT LIKE YOU ASSUMING SO IF YOU DO THAT AGAIN, YOU THINK I DONT MIND. I'LL SCREW YOU. AND YOU THINK THIS IS THE BESTEST, THINK AGAIN.

NO ITS NOT. I DOWAN YOU HERE. GET IT? ONE MORE TIME, I WOULD REALLY CONSIDER SEVERING ALL MY TIES WITH YOU BECAUSE OUR CHARACTERS DONT MATCH. BEFORE YOU SEE ME FLY INTO REAL RAGE COMPARED TO TODAY IF YOU KNOW WHAT EVEN HAPPENED TODAY. THINK PROPERLY AGAIN AND BEFORE YOU EVEN ASK ME ANY QNS.

No qns to be asked bout today. I'll give no replies.

What love? There is no love. Bullshit yeah. Don't shit in my face and tell me you dk how to wipe it off yeah. Ask your momma fetch you home to shit and wipe it for ye, yeah? Fuckyou. Yeah? Fuck you real hard.

Can't believe why you are so naive. Eileen oh Eileen, naive little girl. you believed everything went your way but no. Don't think that way because not everything suits you. yeah okay, skip this shit hole.

For some reasons, I just like the word yeah. A lot of yeahs. Kayaking for odac soon but im not going due to knee reasons. My knee injury is getting better but may still recur. When I was sec one, I had this reason to skip, feel bad. Sec two, good reason to skip. Sec three, want to go but cannot because im excused by Ms Neo. I really wanna go all adventure yeah? But I cant.

Oh today I told Fatty one of my phobia. Only one. Still got some more to go. Weird huh? The strong big smiley also has phobia. I never share it with anyone. Im not gonna say it here only to my close ones yeah? Ice-cream loaded yet? No. I have been saying how much I wanted ice-cream and im gonna get some. I dowan the little vendor ones, I want shopping malls kinda one. Ive yet to go study and do homework.

And one more thing, Don't shit the freak outta people, coz ye shit not worth eh! Go home and talk to the mirror yeah? And see your shitty face and tell yourself all the shit you said to people, let's see how it hurts, you mfb. Lmao -.-

Just digging up some old piczxc. ((: Heyaaaaaa, byeeeeeeee.